LOST MY JOB TODAY...

Well, I was let go today.

YUP! No more job! I am so relieved from my position.

Wow! That was hard to say.

It was my fault. It has been so hard for me to manage all of the changes and the demands at work.

When Bob was put in the nursing home, I had to visit him every day, during the day because he wouldn’t cooperate unless I was around.

Every day, the nursing home called me because Bob needed something else, like prescriptions or clothes, or diapers.

No wonder I was terminated. I was trying to be everything to everybody.

Plus, I felt like I have been in a brain fog since Bob’s strokes.

I just found it so hard to organize everything.

There were so many days when I could not get him up and out the door in time to be at work on a schedule.

I still have so many things to pick up for Bob. Plus it was so hard to get to the daycare on time, even though they close at 6:00.

I AM SO WORN OUT.

I just want to cry all the time. Christmas was so stressful.

All of those things I wanted to do to make it seems as though it was a normal Christmas.